It's a beginning.

It's my new post since I had deleted the old one. Delete post doesn't mean I wanna to cover up something but I was just start with the new page and remove the unhappy memories. I felt it's ridiculous when I look back. How innocent am I on that time?

I felt hesitated in my future and have no idea how to deal with it. I'm just trying hard to make an improvement, that's the only way to convince myself with no doubt. By the way, I told myself that I need to relax all the time.

What would you do after making repeated wrong decision? I'm doubtful. I know everything will go smoothly, I perhaps. Time always the key to change anything.